OMG i have not wrote in this FOREVER!!! so... whats up everyone hows it going! ok well by the way everyone needs to sign my year book cauz its almost all full! by the way all the mean thing that you read in my OLD OLD OLD xanga about phillip well....... he isnt like that at all any more or maybe im just too much of a bitch sometimes but still he is really sweet! well.... most of the time! lol jk!  YAY my birthday is almost here JUNE 1st SWEET 16 baby, 14 days (i think) lol but i kinda like being 15 even though thats really wierd. too bad i have to be at cheer camp till the 3rd so ya thats NOT COOL! o well! OK, i want to know how to put i pic. in the top left corner i've never known! do you have to have a digital camera? hum........??? I dont know! so.... to day was ok but i had a really bad tummy ach and in cheer today all we did we dance and i thought i was going to die all i wanted to do is just lay on the floor and cry! GRrrr i have to memorize a story and sign it to the class tomorrow. ya and yesterday i lost i thought that i lost it so.... i rewrote and glosed it well..... today some kid said that he picked it up yesterday! All that hard work for nothing!

<3 Megan

Yesterday I went to the mall with phillip to shop for his sister and its really funny watching him look for a purse haha...... but i embarresed him too cauz me pants were too long and i triped in pennys, I am never wearing those pants when its ranning again! then we went to see national treasure at the new threature Rave the seat are so.... comfee. everyone needs to go see that movie cauz its really good! A nother thing with my parents is going on! it never ends and its never my mom, its allways my dad cauz he is so.... gay! he will get mad over the stupidest things like black people OMG ill be listening to rap music and he was just start yalling and talking about how bad it is and you are not supose to mix white and blacks. O but he says that he isnt rasest! RIGHT......... sire you arent!!! one day im just going to go and hang out with a hole lot of black people and tell them to come up to me door too! hahah...... i would laugh so hard! but i kinda want a car so im going to do that any time soon! I really hate it when people switch friends all the time that really bothers me, ya i know what people say I switch friends too but i dont cuaz ill make new friends but i dont ditch my other friends. Especially when they were like one of your bestfriends and yall hung out like almost the hole summer! Not you rachel, we will stay friends forever!

I just want everything to be OK i really like him....... but not talking about that ! :(   anyways..............my parents treat me like shit! and all my friends are like there so nice to you and your so mean to them. but really yall have NO CLUE cauz they treat me like a baby and my dad yells at me when im on the phone and he is anyways like you shouldnt have a BF and you shouldnt be so close to your friends that you talk to them everyday! well im calling bullshit on that one cauz my mom doesnt care! and im tired of it that rude but next time im going to do that to him! when he is on the phone and trying to have to nice little conversation with someone im going to start screaming and he will now how it feels! and i dont know what to do to my mom cauz she just bothers me and doesnt like me to go anywere! O i know what ill do! each time she goes someplace im going to sit her down and have a talk to her about making good choices and she shouldnt be doing this and leaving me! Grr....... today was stessful and that was just the end! the begining was i failed one of my test in geo i hate math crap im not good at that and i never have been! and then i had to time a swim meet witch i wanted to leave so.... bed cauz i had so......... much hw that it was stessing me out that i just wanted to craw up into a corner and cry! but i guess im fine now!

<3 Meggyyy

I sware that my IPC teacher picks on me and is now comeing to a point that he hates me! cauz i use to get along with him and i thought that he was the coolest teacher ever but now he gets mad at me if i talk or make a coment while he is teaching and who cares cauz he tells pointless storys and O its ok if other people from our class are in the hall talking to there friends Grr....... so he just has to talk to my mom but hahah who gets to first and tell her the REAL story ME cauz he will exagerate but whatever she beleives me! O well she is going to talk to him for me cauz she is good at that and she did that to my english teacher and it worked! Well today was just great and O ya if people are going to talk about me and call me a slut how about you say it to my face and first of all it mite help knowing me and not judge me just cauz im a cheerleader OMG wow if you are going to go that low and just hate cheerleaders then you are PATHETIC!  

YAY phillip is going to stay here on Thanksgiving but wish that he wasnt moving cauz then i dont know if i will get to see him as much but O well cauz we will find a way! OMG i cant wait till that break i am so.... ready for one! but me and rach are going to have a lot of fun and go shopping at the day after Thanksgiving cauz its like that biggest shopping time of the year! i really want it to snow even though i cant stand to cold it makes good pics so... ya!

<3 Meggyyy